Rainy Friday, party anyways.

I am so glad it is Friday. Also its raining and I love it. I have always loved when its raining. You can bring out all your blankets on the couch and no one can tell you to put them away. Unfortunately I don't get to do that tonight. Instead I am going to my friend JA's house for a little party. I don't know what the reason is for the party other than Shane wanted to have another party like the last time he came down. I also heard a rumor that there might be strippers coming. Which means I have to go get some ones! lol! I cant wait for the work day to end!

What do you do if an X friend returns???

So what do you do when a person that used to be your friend wants to be your friend again?? I guess I should elaborate. This person that I was really good friend started dating someone and started ignoring me and my other friend. I was a little annoyed at first because he did not want to date this guy to begin with and only because my friend and I talked to him did he decide to give the guy a chance. That's kind of beside the point. So I tried keeping in touch and being a good friend and hang out and stuff, but he always had something to do or his boyfriends friends to hang out with. Eventually I just gave up. I believed that if our friendship was that important to him then he should have tried to make more of an effort. Now after a couple of years we have started seeing each other at a friends parties, we are cordial but I don't go out of my way to make myself available to him. But he kind of hints that he wants to at least maybe hang out some time. I don't know how I feel about this. Well I do know how I feel about it, I don't feel like I want to. I think that maybe there is still a bit of anger that he would have let our friendship fade when we were supposed to be best friends. I know, I know what your thinking. He was dating someone he needed his space. But that was sooooo not the case. If you want details you will have to ask in person because I don't feel like putting them all on here. I just don't think I want to put any more effort than I already had into that friendship. Sometimes its just better to let it be what it was. One of my good friends told me " It is what it is until its not!" So I don't think I can move on from what happened to our friendship and I am happy with the friends I have now. It may be mean but I cant change how I feel about it. At least not right now.

English YAY!! Math not so much.

I took my assessment test today for college. I was a little nervous but it wasn't so bad. I found out that I am eligible for honors English and that I am a idiot when it comes to math. I am not surprised, I expected to do bad. I was sooo soo bad. Its been a very long time since I last really used any math other than basic crap. I am at glad that I at least scored really well in English. I think I would have been really upset with myself if I did badly in that. So I may be an idiot in math but I make up for it in English! Go me!

When neighbors become ex neigbors

This past week end I hung out with my ex neighbor's and good friends Diego and Ricardo. Its been over a month since they moved out and it still sucks that they didn't stay. We didn't do much other than play skipo, sorry and chat but we had a good time. It made me realize how much I miss them being right across the hall from my place. I know they aren't that far away, but it isn't like I can just jump to their door and be a pain in their ass like I used to be able to. Cory always told me that I shouldn't bother them so much. I told him if they didn't want me bothering them that they would tell me to go away. I hope whenever the new neighbors move in they will be as cool as they are. Actually what I really want is another gay couple or single gay, preferably guys, to move in next door. So if you are planning on buying a place talk to me! lol.

Back To School

I have enrolled in school. I am a little nervous just because I have not been in school in about 10 years. I feel like a real dork just because I feel like maybe I should have started this years ago and just let it go. I still feel like I don't know what I want to go to school for. I keep looking at these different majors and none of them click in my head and say this is what I will do with my life. Its a bit freaky to be 27 now and still be so confused about where I want to go. I am glad that I am at least going to start. Everyone always tells me to at least start taking classes and then you will find out what you want to do. I guess that's what I am doing.