Random Spouter's

Don't you hate it when you are just sitting there reading crap on the Internet and someone is also doing so in the same room and has to spout out a bunch of useless information they obtain from online?? So uncalled for and not needed. You would also think that after being ignored whenever you did it means no one cares, but no some people think this is just a sign that they should spout out more and more useless crap. Why is it so hard for these people to shut up?? Is it really that hard to be quiet?? Maybe it is for them, either way I want to tell them to shut the F*** up! I know its not nice but its what I really want to do.

Accomplice in a dream

My friend had a nightmare last night. In her dream we plotted to murder this lady because if we didn't kill her she was going to kill my friend. So here is the long story short format of the events of the murder. I pull back the lady's head as my friend stabs her, Cory has made a spray that erases all traces of evidence. Our coworker comes and gets us in his truck and takes us to the Chicken Shack to work so we have an alibi to what we did that day. My friend calls work and tells her boss what happened and needs her husband to take care of the body. They flee to Mexico because they don't trust the government. We go back to work the next day and another coworker comes up to her and says "So, I hear you like killing now." She wakes up. lol. What a crazy dream. I have not had a freaky dream like this in a while. I cant stop thinking and laughing about this. I mean it was weird about the murder but I cant stop laughing when I think about going to work at the chicken shack as an alibi. I guess its what you do when you are an accomplice.

Post Art Test 1

Last night was our first real test in my art history class. We had a pop quiz over a week ago. on just one chapter but this was supposed to be our first big one. I have been worried about it for the last week, actually ever since he told us that it is the hardest test we are going to have for this class. How do you ever feel confident when you hear that??? I guess its OK, at least we knew what we were in for. I feel confident that I did better than my quiz, but it does not take much to beat that grade. I think all my class really felt stupid after that one. I guess I wont really know if I did well or not until Thursday when he gives them back. So if I am having some scotch and crying you will know why. I can at least say that I have not given up and since this is the hardest test I can only get better.

New Lint Resolution

Yes lint not lent. I am not religious so I choose to celebrate lint. What is lint??? Duh, its the stuff you pick out of your belly button or the stuff that is in the dryer. Anyways I decided that for lint I was going not drink. So I have officially kept it up for one week! Yay for me!!! It has not been as hard as I expected it to be. Its just wierd because everyone else finds it odd. I guess everyone is so used to me out drinking everyone that they find it odd that just stopped. It has been fine though noone has been on my case to have a drink so it cool. I told my friend Kurk and he said that I shouldnt cut it all out. That most of the sugars and calories are from Beer and mixed drinks. A glass of red wine wont hurt me lossing weight. Apparantly he just thought I was doing it to loose weight. Thanks for reminding me I need to loose weight. LOL. We are also supposed to go to a margarita brunch on Sunday. I brought it up and did not think about it until after that I am not drinking. I mean really is brunch brunch without the cocktails??? I dont think so. Maybe I will cancel and change it to breakfast. Oh and I have been totally craving sweets. I think its because I am not drinking, every peice of candy or cake is soooo tempting. Well I will see how long I can go without.

People Come And People Go

It sucks when you get close to someone and then you know that you will no longer have them in your life every day. My coworker Melissa's last day is tomorrow, and even though I give her a lot of shit I am going to miss her. I hope she knows she can still call me when she is in need or just to chat. Its going to be weird not being able to tell answer your mom to all her questions. Also Charlie is leaving this week end to move to Atlanta. I have just started to get to know Charlie, but it sucks to have such a great guy move away. Man tomorrow is going to suck. I have been overly sentimental about weird stuff lately and I feel like I may cry tomorrow. Going to have to calm myself down, just tell myself don't be a little bitch, don't let them see you cry. lol.

Vegas Vaca.

Wow what a week end trip! Sierra, Rhianna, Mike and Bo meet us in Vegas. Unlike them we drove up Thursday night. We really need to start flying to places that are that close. lol. I thought we would be going out every night but instead we ended up drinking in the room and laughing for hours. We did go do all the walking around and only ended up going out to a club on Sunday. The girls and Cory and I went to Red Rock's park Sunday morning even though I said I did not really want to. Actually I told them to drop me off at the Venetian so I could go shopping but they said no. So I tried jumping out at a red light and again they would not let me. So I was dragged to Red Rocks unwillingly. It was not so bad, it was actually fun. Rhianna cut her toe on a cactus and Cory and Sierra fell . I guess it was worth going out there to see that happen. I find a nice shirt at a good buy just as beautiful. We also went to see Zumanity at New York New York and was sooo disappointed. I wonder if I could complain and get a refund. I just hope they don't send me tickets to see it again because I don't think I could sit through it again. The only thing I really enjoyed in the show was the two girls doing their act in the water bowl. But I think that's only because me and Sierra are in competition to see who does a better job. I think Sierra and I might have our routine down a little bit better. I wonder is Sie will have mastered the head stand I showed her before our Oregon trip. I will have to make sure she is practicing and not slacking off. Hmmm, I also wonder if Rhianna ever found those zip off shorts that we know she loved so much?!?! And if she found the matching jeweled thong.

Poop on racism!

Last week a friend of mine was telling me about her new years trip to New York. She is middle eastern and told me that at one point while trying to get info from a cop she felt like she was being racially profiled. The cop waved his metal detector around her as she asked questions. It was as if she had done something wrong just for asking directions. It struck a nerve when I heard this. I went to lunch with another friend on Friday and I told her the whole story about what happened to my friend. She told me that New York had been through so much with 9/11 and that they viewed things differently because they were there when it happened. It was almost as though she was saying it was ok to racial profile because of what they had been through. I didn't say much about it after because I disagreed with what she had to say and didn't really want to get into it with her.
Today I was listening to the podcast " This American Life." This weeks episode featured a Muslim Mom talking about how peoples racism after 9/11 had hurt her oldest daughter. Listening to the Mother and daughter talk about how bad it was at school for her made me so sad and so angry. This little girl in fourth grade was treated so badly. Hearing The mother crying as she's telling her story made my vision go blurry, I wanted to hold her and tell her that this was so wrong to have happened. Eventually they had to move because the children at the school made life so horrible for the poor girl and her siblings. Worst was that it all started from what the teacher had said to the children in her class. I wont go into any more about the podcast but if you want to hear it download it its episode #322 Shouting across the divide.
After listening to all this I cant help but realise how much racism is still accepted by so many people. It saddens me to think that because your look different, have a different accent or a different religion people will easily turn their backs on you. Be so hateful so arrogant about how right they are and how wrong someone else is. Some times I just look around and think wow we as humans can be such ass holes.